Sunday, December 7, 2008

This is meant for a catharsis... i don't really care what people think about me after having read this. i need to speak, and scream. I can't do any consideringthe morbid situation a thome. so here i am.... typing away furiously.... trying to press the keys as hard as possible...
I hate people who are irresponsible.... moreover i HATE it when i need to work with such duty-shirkers...... WHY do people in my authority ALWAYS put me "in charge" of these irresponsible souls who could shrug off Life as unnecessary and insignificant if their whims and fancies allowed it? As rule, i pity such people, i feel sorry for them, i laugh at them for missing out on sooo much...... but not anymore. To see that they get the credit even when the have done only about a third of what they were supposed to, to see that others who helped me in the completion of that undone piece of work go unnoticed, to see that year after year such things keep happening although everyone knows the truth..... IT IS FRUSTRATING!!!!!!
I HATE IT ALL....... I KNOW I AM SOUNDING RATHER PESSIMISTIC BUT IT IS ONLY THROUGH THIS CATHARSIS THAT I CAN GET RID OF MY FRUSTRATION, DEPRESSION, PESSIMISM..... I'm already feeling a little better in fact....